OK....I admit it.  After a few days of freaking out, and my poor, sweet husband sticking himself with an insulin needle to prove to me that IT IS NOT THAT BAD.  He was right.  And actually, I am feeling really good since I started the shots.  I am willing to admit that I might have been a little rash and maybe slightly crabby about the whole thing, but I feel that in this experience I have grown to be a better more selfless person.  I guess that is what pregnancy is all about.  Learning to care for this little blob of a person before they are even in your arms.  Little man, mommy loves you so much even now.  I can't wait to meet you and see the man God has planned for you to be.  Oh, and you better like Mommy best....THE END.