as I previously mentioned, it has been an interesting week to say the least. I have shed a lot of tears, and by a lot, I mean more than the average person should. I admittedly am a crier though, so it has not been that shocking to Cugli. You know...the hormones and all.
Last night, while my hubby was at work, I snuggled into our bed and I just poured it out. I talked God's ear off. There is not a person I have encountered that did not get a little prayer intervention last night. I weeped, I shared, and I couldn't sleep until it was all out.
When I realized what time it was, Cugli was snuggling in next to me with his long arms around me as tightly as he could get them. He smelled of work and deodorant (his half hearted attempt at cleaning up before he gets into bed). He kissed the nape of my neck and stroked my hair as he fell asleep.
I felt like God just reached right out of heaven and wrapped his love around me in the form of my big warm man. I felt like it was God telling me..."rest. I will take it from here." So I did.
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It is about time there are some people out there willing to admit that some things in life are hard and rather than casting stones, they are all about struggling through with a laugh and a prayer, which is completely how I roll. I am all about living and learning, and I make no bones about the fact that I am and will always be a work in progress.
About Me
- Liv N Learn
- Belleville, IL, United States
- Wife to Cugli, mother to Sugar Bean, Peanut, and Chick Pea. Complete spaz. But that's how he made me.
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